Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Ian--Twenty four weeks + 3 days
Friday, July 24, 2009
Six years ago today...
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Storytime--Lauren, King Ian, and friends
I don't know...I really don't know
School--Jamestown 1607
Monday, July 20, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Ian--Twenty three weeks + 2 days
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
More fun with school!
I love teaching my children!!! (at least most of the time)
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Watermelon!!!
Monday, July 13, 2009
Fun with school
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Failure to launch
Friday, July 10, 2009
Another blog
I am part of a Yahoo group called Reese's Rainbow. It is full of a bunch of wonderful families who have adopted a child with special needs internationally, or they are in the process of adopting now. You can check out some of the buttons on the side of my blog to see some of the children who will hopefully be coming home soon. Click on the Reese's Rainbow button, too, and find out more about what led me even deeper into the desire to adopt.
Roger and I would love to adopt a child with special needs. We have prayed about it a lot and even began the process right before I found out I was pregnant with Ian. It is terribly expensive to adopt, so I have decided to let at least part of the proceeds of the sales of my baby wraps to go toward other's adoptions, and hopefully to our own in the future. I also hope to add some other things on my blog to sell, as well. I hope to add cute and trendy baby blankets, and burp cloths, and dresses for little girls. I'm really excited about this new opportunity.
Check out my new blog and spread the word!
http://lilarrowbabythings.blogspot.com/
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Ian--Twenty two weeks
Friday, July 3, 2009
Ian--Twenty one weeks + 1 day
I got some Ian giggles today. I forgot to do his update yesterday, so I am late again! His schedule is changing a little. He is not sleeping as much as he was. There are times when he doesn't take a nap between bottles, but when he gets to his next bottle he is exhausted, so he will take a long nap. At some point he will move to the 10 and 3 nap schedule, but he isn't there yet. At night he gets his last bottle at 7:30, I put him in bed with a smile on his face, he goes right to sleep and wakes up around 7:00 (sometimes a little earlier) the next morning. When I go in to get him up I say, "Good morning!" and he smiles such a wonderful smile and his arms and legs wave around like crazy. He is just as excited to see me as I am to see him! He is such a happy little guy!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Just my thoughts
I'm anxious. The Bible says, "Be anxious for nothing." That is a tough one for me. I am a very planned, organized, and a somewhat Type A personality. I want to know what is going to happen, so I can plan and prepare for it. When I'm pregnant I find out if it is a boy or girl because it would drive me crazy to not have the crib bedding on and ready, and clothes washed, and everything appropriate for the correct gender.
What am I anxious about?
The campaign. I know it will be a lot of work, and I want Roger to win so badly, but I won't know until a long time from now. I don't like waiting to find out what will happen.
More children. I would love to have more children, but when? There isn't a "good" time with the election coming up, and if Roger wins then we will be living in Tallahasee part of the year, and I don't want to deliver in Tallahasee.
Adopting. I REALLY want to adopt! I don't want to wait. There are too many children waiting to have a family that can take care of them and love them. We're a family...we have lots of love...
let's do it! Roger isn't convinced that now is the time. I've asked him to pray more seriously and diligently about this. I don't even know how we would afford it, but I completely believe God would supply the money. He would have His work cut out for Him because we would need money for the adoption and a new van, too. Our van isn't big enough for six kids! God can do all things!!!
Money. I don't care that much about money, but it's tough for us right now...as it is for so many people.
My dad. He is having some health problems. We should have answers soon, but at the moment it is all up in the air. He's in Kansas. I'm in Florida. Not much I can do to help... That's hard, too.
School. We will be starting school again next week. It will be fine once we get started, but it is a lot of work to get to the starting point. I have to get everything together, figure out the best schedule for us, and figure out our new curriculum. I will feel much better when I figure it all out and have a plan.
It's stressing me out a little just to type all of this out. I'm usually not a very stressed-out kind of person, but I feel like there are so many things to think about all at one time, so I feel a little overwhelmed.
"Pray...and let God worry."--Martin Luther
I liked this quote even though I know God doesn't worry. I think the true point is to pray and leave it at the feet of Jesus, and let Him lift the burden. I need to trust in God's timing and His perfect will, too. Being a planner, I often try to take the reins when I don't feel like I am getting my way, or when things are happening more slowly than I desire.
On a positive note...it is when I feel overwhelmed that I learn to draw closer to God, lean on Him, have increased faith, and learn to trust and obey God.